I'm upset again. I am starting to hate him for putting me through all these trauma. I just have a very bad feeling about this. He keeps saying I am forcing him. But I didn't. I just wanted to hear if he has forgiven me. Apparently not.. He makes me feel like I am a irritating pest who keeps bugging him. Fine then, I shall steer clear of his life. All my calls, and sms from here are for nothing. I am just wasting my time on someone who doesn't appreciate me any more.