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Everything that I see still reminds me of him. From the ring on the guest speaker's finger, a guy that kissed his girlfriend, and even talking to Song. She saw the picture of him in my handphone and exclaimed that "oh! it's your boyfriend!" I said "ya.. But we broke up already." Her face turned into shock. Everyone is shocked that this happened, especially this long relationship. She asked me why this happen? I couldn't speak then. My heart still pained and tears threatened to spill from my eyes. I refused to cry again, for him. She said she wants to learn from me how to maintain a long relationship. But I told her, if I am good at it, I wouldn't be having a break up now. Innocently, she thought of other things and wanted to say some more but she realized it and stopped. I haven't healed. I never dreamt that I would need to tell others about my failed relationship. I couldn't concentrate in class. My mind keeps drifting to think about him and the past. Our sweet memories. The night of the shooting stars where he tried desperately to hold my hands. How he carried me when my back pained that night. It's all the past now. Nothing lasts until today. Letting go of us is really difficult. Everything that holds us together is already gone. What's forever? Nothing's for forever..

Thursday, October 14, 2004
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