I woke up at 7.45 am and excitedly called him. He said I can call him at that time. We talked less than 5 min. Then, he said he had to do something and couldn't talk to me. He said I could call him at another time later. He's so busy. He was on msn. He said he was selecting his GE modules. He chose social, finance business and french. Then, he explained why he chose social class as first choice. He said it's about the needs around us. For a moment, I thought he was talking about us. Then I realized I thought too much. I went from excited to disappointment. I am just useless. I dreamt about him last night again. I wanted to tell him over the phone, but I decided not to. I don't want him to behave awkwardly later. I really miss him a lot. I may appear to be all right outside. But I am not. I don't think I will ever recover.