I'm back in my hostel after my E-Business lesson. This class is also another ultra slack class. The professor is forever late. Likes to say that marketing should be sexy, like making love. Wah. Have you ever met a professor like that before. Bad news. My project presentation is rescheduled until 3 November. This is so damn far away. Song and I intended to present next week, but they are 5 other groups who want to present! My god. We will need to once and for all finish up the project later in the November. We decided to explore in the area of "Permission Marketing". The professor seemed quite pleased that we chose this area to present. And he just went on and on to talk about the permission marketing. We are supposed to present this topic and he kept talking about it. Of course, this happened after the class when we went to see him. What an odd professor.

Today, my friends and I went again to the school restaurant. I ordered the hamburger set again. This time round, my fries is like a mountain on my plate. Really ate until now which is dinner time, I am still full. Well, meaning not hungry despite it is 9.09pm now.

Earlier in the afternoon, I had a chat with one of my good friends. So long I never talk to her. Because she's really quite busy that period that I was feeling down. She's so nice. Came and talk to me. And of course, my dam started to spill again as I recounted my problems to her. She and my another good friend created a really encouraging title saying they will always be my cheerleader on their msn titles for me. I am really touched. What did I do to deserve such good pals? Sometimes, I feel I am evil and mean. Such I deserve the empathy of others? My friend here with me always see me cry when I am down. I do feel that I shouldn't impose my problems on her after what she has gone through. Being far away is quite hard because there is no one to really talk to.

I bought my kettle today. I misread the price tag and bought the kettle for 28 euros. Very expensive. But heck it. I get to drink my coffee as and when I like. You know, everytime I want to drink coffee and because it needs hot water, I have to go and knock on my friend's door to get the pot in order to boil the water. Sometimes, I wake up early. I don't want to go knocking on my friend's door because I scared to disturb her sleep. At night, sometimes I also drink coffee and I have to go knocked the door again. I feel like I am imposing on people so much. I don't like this feeling. Maybe this is why I am not ever very close to much people in life.

Thinking back, I think I am at times oversentive about comments of my parents. I tend to lose my temper at them although I knew their intentions are good. I am just a spoilt brat. Good for nothing. I already regret losing my temper at them. From now onwards, I will be a good girl. I do treasure family ties very much. I want my family to be happy.