In approximately one and a half hours, I will be leaving to go Italy. We will be taking an overnight train from Paris to Italy. Before leaving, I actually managed to settle two projects that was pending. Feeling some form of relief now. I can go and travel without worries. My throat is better today. I can actually croak some words out and people to understand what I am saying. Thanks to the citron tea. Hopefully, I can eat the four small belgium chocolates that has been on my table for two weeks soon. It looks so delicious, but if I eat it, it is potent enough to sore my delicate throat again. I also finally knew what sort of therapy makes me feel happier. Scrubbing my bathroom floor and hand washing my clothes. Exerting all my strength and unhappiness on the ground makes me too tired to think of anything. Any hurt in my heart is also temporary gone. I think I have been doing fine since yesterday. I never cried, nor do I feel like sms-ing or msn-ing him. Hopefully this continues and I can forget him real soon. I feel really sick to keep on babbling about him and how I will try to forget him. It is really hard to do so. I will try.