At the persuasion of my friends last night, I went to the school party with them. Thinking that it is an alternative to occupy my endless wandering mind, I just agreed to go. The last time I "club" was with sort of a double date to celebrate christmas or new year. He was with me, and we danced together. He's not a person who really likes to club. Even if I pester him to bring me clubbing, he never did. Maybe I am not a fun person. Clubbing with me is the worst of the kind of situation. Well, the school party here has a "Blue theme". Supposedly, if you wore blue tops, you would get a free drink. I didn't. Haha. I didn't really want any freebies, so I wore something dark. I was quite surprised to see that the school actually managed to transform itself into a dance hall. Don't think this will ever happen in SMU. The school life for students here are much hip and happening. Sad to say that, much students are slackers too. Anyway, the first cup of vodka orange relaxed my mind and my body. Dancing or appropriately "anyhow" dancing became easier and any frustrations in mind just disappeared. I just kept dancing until I didn't want to stop. I did stop for a second vodka again. Well, I think I was feeling quite high. Somehow, I ended up dancing with french guys I didn't know. It's exciting. It's one of the stuffs I never did in my entire life. My life is quite sad right? No boyfriend, never really club before. The last times I club, I stuck to my friends or boyfriend. No dancing with anyone else. The french guys I met while dancing were gentlemen. They kept asking me to dance with them. I felt sort of like weird. Never in this situation before. One of them even asked me if I had a boyfriend. Seriously, I was stunned. I couldn't reply immediately. I told him no. He asked "pourquoi (Why) ?". I said, "I got dumped". Then, he said "I can be your boyfriend". Oh man.. At that point in time, I find him sweet. Maybe he had other intentions, the sort of condolance that he offers me was comforting. I felt like someone else might still want me to be in their life. So silly, right? Well I told you before, my mind wanders endlessly. The reason I asked my friend to leave the party with me was because I had a bad stomachache. Maybe from the lack of exercise, which I all got last night. By that time, I felt half drunk but still in control of myself. My trip to-and-fro the toilet in the hostel was scary. In the toilet, I felt like konking out in the cubicle. After sitting on the toilet seat for a long time, I felt a little better. I couldn't walk straight the first time in my entire life too. I think I walked zigged-zagged to my room. Until after having a hot bath, then I felt really less drunk. I dropped into my comforting bed in Cergy, and luckily had a dreamless night. Really gladful about being dreamless for the first time in my life too..