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Despite so many advices given to me, my stubborn heart just cannot get over him so soon. I really really missed him today. So many times a day, the sudden flash of his face would crossed into my mind. The degree of my misery becomes doubled, tripled and quadrupled each time it happens. Yet, I can't cry out. My entire mood is just going downhill again, when I thought I was determined and going to recover soon.

Why am I so stubborn? So useless??

He doesn't want you. Why are you still holding on to him???? He's not worth it!

I just can't.. I still love him. I can't do it.

Fool.. Wake up. He already dumped you. Don't be a useless girl! You think he is going to miss you? Just think!

I'm sorry if this scared anyone. I need to rant my misery here. Yes, I cried again. I know I am useless. Just let me be..

Tuesday, November 09, 2004
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