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Hairs are all over my room. In my bathroom. On the floor of my living area. You might think I keep a puppy in my room. But it's not. It's all MY hair. My hairs are dropping. A lot. Scary. Maybe it is due the stress I had been facing with. Will I be bald when I go back to Singapore? My history of hair loss runs from Secondary 4, the period I was taking "O" Levels examinations. My mum brought me to the doctor, which the doctor just helpfully brushed me away and told me that it was just stress. The Dove conditioner's label I'm using said it would help in reducing hair losses in 10 washes. But why? My hair seemed to be dropping more! Or is it because I haven't been eating well? It's not I don't want to eat. Just didn't have the appetite to eat. Okay, I do feel some hunger by dinnertime and I would force myself to eat a big serving of dinner. My poor friend who cooks meals with me, have to accommodate my appetite and as a result, she's eating a lot of instant noodles. Hey, I really sorry about that. I hope your hair don't fall.

I'm just too free down here. Lessons just keep on being cancelled. Yup, my E-business lesson is cancelled again tomorrow. Seriously, I don't know what I learnt from it. A waste of time. There's some big holiday again and so, I do not have Financial Engineering lesson on thursday.
I missed him today. Not extremely, but enough to feel some heartpain. I need to keep reminding myself that he's gone and no longer mine. Don't think, don't think. Upon reading the encouraging advices that the podders gave me, I did shred some tears. Heartpain. Recovery. Time. Everything happens for a reason. These are things that they kept repeating to me. I know it is true, but time is moving too slowly for me and heartpain is still just too great now. I will learn to grapple with it. I will learn to walk out of the past. One of the podders shared that her girlfriend's ex boyfriend committed sucide for her girlfriend. Jumped down from the building and died. Upon hearing the news, her heartless girlfriend barely shredded any tears and continued her new life with her new boyfriend. It's so tragic. If I had been so silly to do the same, it would be in vain too..


Monday, November 08, 2004
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Loves a good read over a cuppa of coffee. Addicted to all things french for unknown reasons. Shopping is simply in her nature. Loves the adorable doggies and wishes for one to love her back too. Looks forward to expand her lovely bags collection. Dreams to backpack and see the world. Such expensive tastes compels her to work hard to realise her dreams. Loves fresh smell of rain. Can't live without her mascara. Romantic at heart. Loves only people who are worthy of it.


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