Looking through the thread I posted about my heartbreak, there are many kind podders who gave me their advices. There was particularly this male podder who harshly "advised" me not to blame him and there must be seriously something that I did to hurt him to give up the long relationship. Did I blame him in the thread? Maybe I did. Indirectly. I questioned myself why he did not want to give me another chance and why was love so flicker? But, even if I am partly in the wrong, I think I deserved another chance to redeem myself. However, I knew somethings once broken, cannot be repaired just like that. Other more empathic podders chidded him for being so harsh. These kinds souls are very nice indeed. Offered to lend me their listening ears to hear all my rantings and I could private message them at any time I want. I should learn to be strong. Just like what one of them said. Every morning, go to the mirror, smile at yourself and say "I will be strong". Busy myself my stuffs and my life will go on. Till now, apart from the occassional heartpain, I really think I am slowly progressing. I really need to stop having wild thoughts and face up to the reality. It's not good. What will come, will come..