My tummy's giving me some problem today. I keep feeling the urge to visit the toilet, but nothing comes out leh. Perhaps it's from having too little vegetables? But I don't think so.. And I've faithfully eating a yogurt everyday since it automatically prompts me to visit the loo 1 hour after consumption. This is one the few things that I don't think I'll ever learnt if I stay back in my home sweet home. The trick to reducing constipation. Haa!

Yeap, it's going to be the last 4 days to London. It's time to lug another 7 kg on my left shoulder and another 7 kg on my right shoulder. So what does it add up to? It's ACHING TIME! The round of lugging my mountainful of luggages to the Hotel Luxia in Paris was really one hell of a memory. A petite little me lugging my own stuffs (okay, overpacked..) was difficult. Well this time, my luggages will be lighter because I have a weight limit of only 20kg. I wished.. I could bring back my comforter, my pillow and S$10 tupperware, but I can't. Haha.. Someone will scream in my ears until I am deaf, if I do that.

Why it is that all of sudden I can start to feel sad? Perhaps the memories are still painful? Or I still can't let it go completely? I wish I can sing karaoke. Sing until I drop. Have my personal "Sunkisswonder" concert in Kbox. Sing until.. I don't know.. Maybe Kbox close for business? Haiz.. I just need to vent my heartache, restlessness, exasperation, melancholy and despondency somewhere. Okay, I have used all my vocabulary that I ever knew to describe my mood now. Maybe I should just sing in my pillow. I bet it works the same like screaming into the pillow.. My little angel on the table, please bless me from unhappiness hor..

Today's meeting with Claire in the kitchen, who is a hostel mate, left me really impressed with her. Can you imagine a French girl speaking Japanese? It's so cool! She'll be leaving to go Japan for her 6 month stagaire, a trainee-ship or internship equivalently. She's mutli-lingual, speaking French, German, Japanese and English. Isn't it so impressive? I bet if I ever go Japan, I'll be an illiterate person there. Oh gosh.. Haha. Just like when I first stepped foot in France. At least now, I can recongise words and understand sentences, but I just feel very tongue-tied if I have to speak. I always feel that it is an asset to be able to speak so many languages. Just imagine the different people in the world you can talk to, visit the supermarket and don't ask for help because you can recongise the words around, people cannot push you around as you know how to fuck them back (oops.. it's true what..).. Haha! If you ever get to learn other languages, grab your chance and don't let it go by!