I didn't manage to sleep well last night. Dreamt of the impossible again. He called me his princess, yet we cannot be together. Despite of my efforts to live on happily, my subconscious mind seems to be fight back with a vengence. Time and time again reminding me what's still raw in my heart. I don't want to imagine the possibility of being his anything again.

Channel 5's showing The Bachelor now. I've no good impression about this reality show. It's just another "Buaya" show for the Bachelor to kiss every girl he can in the show. How many damn kissing scenes he has? It's possible to fall in love with so many girls? And the girls will just wait to have their hearts broken? Lame.. The only good ending came out from the 1st season of The Bachelor, with Ryan and Trisha getting married. They seemed really compatible. Hope they last..

Anyway, today's a really tiring day for me. I was practically half dozing off during Strategy class. My mind was functioning at half the normal speed. When the professor suddenly called me to answer a question, my mind was still on the previous question. I'm was pretty shocked, but luckily I remembered what I read from the textbook to answer it. Heng ah.. Haha. By break time, Strawberry Shortcake and I dashed to get the energizing drinks -- Coffee and Tea. But, my coffee didn't help much. My brain was three-quarters dead by the end of class. Still, I had to hang on because I had a project meeting after that. And FINALLY when the day ended, I dashed home and dropped into my bed for 2 hours.. Woke up and moved my butt to the swimming pool. Today, the pool was crowded with ah peks. Do they have some gathering at the pool during evenings? They like to stand around in the pool to chit chat. Nothing against them. Just that seeing flocks of them scares me. Haha..

I'm tired again. Will sleep soon.. Nitez!