It's been a long day. Yet, it is not long enough to take my mind completely off one thing. That thing. Last night, painful memories made me shred unworthy tears. Tears that I cannot control. Tears that reminded me that I still love him so much. Tears that remind me that he no longer loves me. Now, I hate going to sleep every night. As much as I try to occupy my mind during the day, the moment to rest and lie on the bed has become a particularly difficult thing. An empty mind breeds irrelevant painful thoughts.

Seeing this phrase below offered some kind of comfort.

"If someone comes into your life and becomes a part of you but for some reasons he couldn't stay, don't cry too much... Just be glad that your paths crossed and; somehow he made you happy even for a while.

Bottom-line : Time will tell. If he's yours he will surely come back. "

However.. Once bitten, twice shy. I'll not ever give my heart away so easily. Not to any one, not him. Falling out of love hurts so damn hard.. That I'm still reeling from it.

The biggest thing that happened today was my entrepreneurship class presentation. People say in Chinese, there's always a taller mountain out there. This applies to professors too. There's always a crappier professor out there that beats my E-Business professor in France. Yes, and that's my entrepreneurship professor. First thing, he's worst of the worst. Why? He does not respect his students. He doesn't know how to shut up his mouth and stop interrupting people with irrelevant things like "hey, this piece of furniture is $46". Wah lau.. What has our presentation got to do with it? I would like very much to scream at him, "Please let us present in peace, stop snatching the computer to use while we are presenting in class and stop walking in and out of the class while we are presenting!" According to Sophia, Jerry had a super duper black face during class and it's because of our stupid professor! Not only I am super pissed by this. He may be smart, but I tell you.. Respect has to be earned. He definitely failed miserably to earn my respect for him. By the way, I'm restraining myself from spewing vulgarities. *Breaths in, Breaths out*

After that disastrous class, my girl friends and I went for a swim near our university. Swimming has a theraputic effect, for my mind seemed to be blank when I swim. That's it! I should do more swimming when I feel violent or upset..

My hip and thighs are positively aching from the jog yesterday and the swim today. Hee! It's Keep Fit Day 2!