Somehow I do feel a mood change over these few months. I've learnt to let my hair down, laugh happily and loudly when I'm amused, and let go of some insecurities to enjoy life as it is. Sometimes I do wonder how long will I live in this world? For all I know, death could claim one tomorrow, next week, next month, next year or perhaps luckily die of old age. Nothing is really certain in this world, let alone a past relationship that was supposedly seemed to be stable. The trip to Paris was a moment that changed my life. Forever. In exchange to open my eyes to the world, the person that I loved and deemed as my soulmate left me. Forever? I don't know. In my heart, I would rather believed that he died.

The previous design of my blog had become no longer relevant. Apt for a confused soul, but not for the She who is aspiring for a breakaway now. My heart could identify with the girl who stared out at the sea. Confused, troubled, lost. Nowhere to go. Seeking the sea for the much needed solace. My heart has remained at the same square for too long. It's time to leave the land of sadness and denial to reach the ray of light beyond. Nothing to hold me back anymore..

"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened."

Nothing has ever made much more sense than now. Had no idea why I'm starting to think now. Perhaps it's the quiet night, the empty street and the cool air. Catalysts for getting into deep thoughts..