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I seemed to feel like down in the dumps today. Has the end of my drunken happiness be reached? Despite of my self-proclaim to work hard yesterday, projects are starting to depress me. Overnight. My heart felt so sick of staring at the screen and the notes. Work are piling in. I still have a big project presentation at 8.30am sharp tomorrow and I've just reached home at 11pm.. I always tell myself that I must keep going. I must feel happy. I can't stop. Especially now.. Because I'm just learning to gain my life back. Happiness had overtaken my feelings towards everything for the past weeks, but now I can just feel a mood of depression creeping back to stain my soul, again. For a moment, I craved for his hugs and the sense of solace that it once offered me. For a moment, an urge to cry was also re-ignited. I scolded myself for being such a useless girl and I'm not about to run to the toilet to weep over silly feelings. Yes, I don't really need any guy in my life at this stage. Yet, I'm starting to crave for a soul mate whom deserves my whole-hearted love. What a confused girl, right? Thinking herself to be so determined, yet crumbling so easily. Useless. Or I should comfort myself with "It's just post-valentines blues". Delusion? You decide. =(

Wednesday, February 16, 2005
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Loves a good read over a cuppa of coffee. Addicted to all things french for unknown reasons. Shopping is simply in her nature. Loves the adorable doggies and wishes for one to love her back too. Looks forward to expand her lovely bags collection. Dreams to backpack and see the world. Such expensive tastes compels her to work hard to realise her dreams. Loves fresh smell of rain. Can't live without her mascara. Romantic at heart. Loves only people who are worthy of it.


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