I'm surprised that I feel so pissed at guys who give their girlfriends false hopes and yet, want to break up with them. I've no idea why I feel so angry. Perhaps from the past that I once had? The pain that I once suffered? I feel so sad for the poor girl who has to just hang on the line and wait for an answer that might never come. Mine never came. The pain that I endured through is enough to kill all my love that I onced have for him. I despise such guys. *PUI* Now, when I think of him, I feel numbed. No feelings of love anymore. He has become a stranger in my heart. Someone whom I'll never love again.
I guess I just love my independence so much now. Living a life that's so free and unattached. I shudder to think of being attached to someone again. Crushing on someone is fun, but being attached is no longer a fun or lovely thing to me anymore. I've seen it through. I just want to love myself right now and no more..