Days and weeks really pass really quickly, even though these past weeks hasn't been that easy. Late nights to finish up work is really becoming a norm. The school is really a second home now, for I spent too much time in school than at home.

Nowadays, my parents keep asking me "Finished your projects?". I'll go, "Haa.. This week got this to do.. That to do". They literally sweat on the spot for me. Haha.. I'll haven't really talked or seen much of my dad lately. Felt like I neglected my parents, including my mum. Haa.. When she talks to me, I feel too tired to listen.

Well well.. Here comes the interesting bit of my blog. Last night, AB and I went out to watch "The Eye 10". Yes, just the two of us. SS refused to go. Lau Pa did not want to be the "lamp post". Haha.. But guess what? It ended up that SS and I decided to have dinner before I met AB.. AND we discovered that AB was with LAU PA!! Fate ah, SS.. *WINKS*

It ended up that WE (the four of us) all had dinner together at Marina Foodcourt where we had a romantic view of the Esplande and the river. Hurhurhur.. Kk.. Let me divert the attention to AB now. I thought he looked very smart that day. Pink striped Zara top and jeans? And of course his diamond stud in his left ear. Weird for a guy? Haa.. But I thought he could carry that look well. Maybe I was wrong to think that he's slipping from my thoughts. I should say.. Wow.. He's quite cute in someway actually. =P

The movie was fine. Corny actually, a little stupid and a little scary. The start of the movie was corny and so I laughed. AB actually laughed too.. But he was laughing at me. He actually commented that I'm the one girl he knows that is crazy about scary movies, where other girls usually are super scared of it. Haha..

After the movie, we decided to stay around in town longer. So, he suggested that we walk to Boat Quay to get a drink. Yeah.. And so we walked and walked, but we didn't get any drinks at Boat Quay in the end. We went to a nearby kopi tiam instead and started our marthon chit-chat session. Haa.. Guess how long?

9.30pm all the way to 1.30pm.. 4 HOURS!!

Wow wow.. I'm shocked myself. I guess our conversations felt very comfortable, at least for me. Really felt like I know AB much better after that. Though that chit-chat session, I did have a lot of time to stare at his face. Haa.. Yes, I was drooling. He seems to get more good looking after I stared longer. Haha! Handsome guys are my weakness.. KeKe..

I don't know how we will go. But somehow, it was become obvious when the four of us meet up that Lau Pa and SS will act a little weird. Hmmm... Maybe I should give him the "green" sign? Maybe his radar wouldn't receive it. Oh yeah.. While we were talking, he asked me whether I go out with guys and chit chat with them till so late. I said no.. And gave him a LONG list of reasons of under what circumstance and why then I will. After I said finished, I thought like my entire reasons sound like "meant it only with you lah, silly". Haha.. He looked a little confused and didn't say anything to continue that question. I felt like I accidentally gave a hint of liking him away. His radar was up or down at moment? I don't know.. =P

In all.. I do feel that I shouldn't invite something that I don't want to happen. The feeling of being pursued is nice, but will I want to get committed in the end? I don't believe it's fun to do so and hurt the other party. But, AB really seems like a very trustworthy and sensitive (to an extent only) person. Attraction is there, but my part on confidence is really lacking.

Freedom vs. love.. Freedom, the right to do and flirt when and what ever you want, but there is no one to share with you the utmost happiness and sadness then. Love, the path to seek a shared happiness but the risk of falling from heaven to hell hinges on the edge. What would you choose?

P.s. I think deep. Not because he's going to ask me tomorrow or what.. Aahaha..