Time to update my blog.. Heh.. Haven't been really doing so. But over this past week or so, I've observed and thought about a few things..
Humans are indeed scary at times. You will never know what they will think, despite that they can smile and laugh with you. I have no wish to reiterate what happened. I can only say that their actions really disappointed and shocked me. I believe in the goodness of people too easily..
What does one plus one equal to? Double the dosage of sucky project mates. This stress period has not improved my temper, but aggravated it to the maximum. How many meetings have I not been pissed or shocked that THIS is happening? My god. Maybe I'll become a pro in biting people's head off at the end of the term. Ha.
I'm one confused soul. Have been sitting on the fence to decide whether he's the one deserving my attention or he's not the one because I feel I wouldn't find certain qualities in him. Why have I reasoned myself in the negative way, yet I still think of him? I DO feel there's a higher probability that we'll just end up as friends. Haa.. Well well.. Only time can tell me.
And I'm contemplating one of my few significant decisions in life, which is apart from the usual choose schools after you get your results. That is... To fix my horrendous set of teeth, after my normal term. Haha.. What's the big deal right? In case that you don't know, I might need surgery to do so. Well, at least according to the dentist at my last consultation at Alexendra Hospital.. Frankly speaking, I have been waiting for a long time for this. Firstly, I want to look better. Or I should say to look normal? I want to look in the mirror and see myself smile without wincing at the sight. Secondly, stop people from asking or laughing at me for my "handicap". Yeah, I know it really isn't a "handicap". But I guess, I tied too much of my self-esteem to the way I look physically. Only correcting it will fulfill my greatest dream in life. Right now, I'll try to work hard and earn some more money to make my dream come true soon. Wish me luck eh.. =)