To be finally working and fully utilizing my brain is actually a very tiring affair. The past two jobs totally zapped all my energy and left me as nearly as like a dying panda after work. The tv was kept on, my eyes stared tiredly in front and my mum kept talking next to me. To reply her took "effort". I'm that tired. Tired to talk, tired to surf net, tired to do everything. Not the mention during the peak period of audit, I'm afraid to say updating my blog has become the last thing on my mind. There is one big question in my mind as weeks went by since the start of my job. How to remain "fresh"? Nowhere being old and my health is going down hill. Hurhur..

I catch myself dreaming of when's my next exhilarating trip aboard. Hopefully within two to three years, I can save up enough for backpacking to U.S. or Europe? Haha.. What a nice dream, right? It's back to reality on focusing how to save up enough to travel.

I believe in having goals in life to motivate oneself. I do have one, since long time ago. At my interview to SMU, the Dean asked me what do I see myself in 10 years time. I told her that I see myself to be able to work aboard and flying around the world. Haha. My dream is big huh.. How wonderful will it be to be able to smell the air of liberation. The news of my colleagues moving over to the New York branch of my company jolted my dream fresh. How I wish I'm also as qualified and able to do what they are doing now. Hee.. And I don't mind eating Subway everyday as it has offically become my favourite food of all time. =P

Well, it's time to keep my dream alive. Hopefully..

I shall work hard, work even harder and gambatte..