The Big D.
Procastination has been pulling me back.
Things have yet to be achieved and the pendulum swing of daily tasks has pushed all of these behind my mind.
I see it at the back of my mind.
Still 
très loin.. 
(f....a.........r)Standstill depresses me.
Why do I find myself always losing "self" like so often nowadays?
It's horrifying and I hate it.
Really feel like a kid now.
I really don't love what I am now.
The impediment of "junks" is just irritating.
*Sighs*