I must be feeling darn disturbed to start blogging the 2nd time today.
I know I ought to knock the sense out of my stubborn head for senseless thought plaguing my mind.
But really.. I can't help it but to feel sad for myself.
How many times losing faith has crossed my mind?
Belief in love has become more aptly like a wild delusion nowadays.
The more thought I gave it, the more it appeared in my dream.
What is expected of me when I don't even know what is expected?Why give me the pitiful longing for attention when I respect the space between us?Why run when I question about it?I do not like to play the game of mind farking..Nonchalance is not what a true man should act.
I should already know what is CMI.
Farker.
I'm sorry if I scared any of you away.
I'm sorry if I'm a individualist.
I need a breather.
Maybe getting increasing busy is a good thing.
The next few weeks will be a timely period to be away.
I'll be extremely grateful for that.